As I sit here I feel all kinds of rejected lol
I entered Rains pen this morning and I acknowledged her, but she chose to look the other way and hang out with Prince (and Sonny)
She hasn’t looked at me since.
So I sat here.
This is not the first time I’ve done this. Or the first time I’ve gotten this reaction.
So I pondered.
Why isn’t she coming.
What can I do different?
What does this say about our relationship?
Should I do this, should I do that …
Etc etc….
But then I thought… does it matter? I’m supposed to be here observing her in her natural environment.
This is her being natural.
It’s not about the horse, but about my thoughts about the horse!
So I changed my thoughts.
Right away I sighed and said thank you Rain for all you’ve given me. You are beautiful.
And then I wrote you this post. ?