I’ve been digging into my wounds lately and healing as much as possible around … well everything.
I had three horses approach me today. And this was the third.
The first two brought out the tears in me. Both feminine energy. Both sweet and nurturing.
I healed them as they healed me back….
And then along came pushy Prince.
He just owns it. He just sauntered right over and everyone else left.
I had a mind to leave myself.
But he stood there by the gate and something pulled me back.
So I pulled up a stool out side of the pen and there we sat.
At first I gave myself a hard time…. why don’t you go into the pen.
But I couldn’t. So I sat.
And then I gave myself permission to be where I was.
I can go in the pen. I was just in the pen. But right now I CHOOSE to not. So I sat in full acceptance. And this opened doors.
As we sat in comfort and peacefully breathing he hung his head and we just sat.
And I sat until this thought occurred to me.
“You have no idea the affect you have on people”
None.
I’ve made up this huge story in my head about how I affect people based on their actions. Which is not correct at all.
Not one little bit.
And he licked and chewed.
And I got curious… then what affect do I have on people?
My perception changed.
And Prince walked away. His job was done.
But mine just began…. and so unfolds the start of a new journey.
I had three horses approach me today. And this was the third.
The first two brought out the tears in me. Both feminine energy. Both sweet and nurturing.
I healed them as they healed me back….
And then along came pushy Prince.
He just owns it. He just sauntered right over and everyone else left.
I had a mind to leave myself.
But he stood there by the gate and something pulled me back.
So I pulled up a stool out side of the pen and there we sat.
At first I gave myself a hard time…. why don’t you go into the pen.
But I couldn’t. So I sat.
And then I gave myself permission to be where I was.
I can go in the pen. I was just in the pen. But right now I CHOOSE to not. So I sat in full acceptance. And this opened doors.
As we sat in comfort and peacefully breathing he hung his head and we just sat.
And I sat until this thought occurred to me.
“You have no idea the affect you have on people”
None.
I’ve made up this huge story in my head about how I affect people based on their actions. Which is not correct at all.
Not one little bit.
And he licked and chewed.
And I got curious… then what affect do I have on people?
My perception changed.
And Prince walked away. His job was done.
But mine just began…. and so unfolds the start of a new journey.