I’m speaking about manifesting.
Since the beginning of this year I’ve been in manifesting mode.
I have no idea what spurred this on except spirit saying “it’s time”
And instead of just doing my usual clearing or self healing sessions I added a manifesting session as well.
And spirit was right- it is time.
I have many things on my list to bring to fruition…
And it happens one day at a time.
But the actual doing is not what shifts this.
It’s the believing.
And I hesitate to use certain words because people perceived and feel differently about the definition of things- so I’m going to be as clear as I can with this conversation
It’s not about the wanting.
I’ve wanted many many of these things a long time.
I even believed in the ‘possibility’ of receiving them.
But I didn’t believe I could have them – yet.
I wasn’t good enough yet.
I didn’t know enough yet
I didn’t work hard enough yet.
I didn’t know or speak to the right people yet.
But this year has brought a new twist to my beliefs.
It’s not about the wanting. It’s about the KNOWING.
Not until I sat in meditation and felt the space of knowing they were mine.
Knowing the universe was already helping me achieve them.
Knowing I was worthy of them now.
Even if they didn’t manifest tomorrow- I am still worthy of them today and always.
Knowing that my dreams, ambitions, goals are mine because it is possible for me to achieve them.
And the universe supports all of them.
Everyday.
I’m going to add a piece here about the work it takes to get to this place if knowing.
I had to do alot of healing, a lot of clearing, a lot of inner alignment and energy work to get here- and then I had to do the work to shift my limiting beliefs around all of it.
Every single thing on my list of ‘wants’ had a limiting belief attached And had some reason that it wasn’t already manifested into my life.
I had to get real, I had to get serious. I had to do the work
I’m still doing the work. I just got started.
But one thing after another is falling into place to allow these dreams to unfold.
Did I have to take action- yes.
But with ease and confidence in the reality of the dream. And so it is