The flower pots are finally planted for another year. This is actually what I was doing last Sunday when I noticed Storm was missing.

And there was a moment this morning when the horses were behind me munching in their pasture and I looked up to check on them when I had to shed a tear cause I started looking for her then realized…

But among the sadness there is happy. Among the pain there is stillness. Among the grief there is gratitude. It’s not all bad, but there are moments. Moments when I just have to say, this is too much, and pray it gets better.