I don't even know how to write this post: *because it's still so fresh and still sinking in *because it wasn't even a year ago that I posted about the passing of her daughter *because I'm still processing the transition at this point in my own healing journey *tear*...

  (Brought to you by today's horse session) Crown Chakra: Rain The big angel of the herd. So steady. So wise. She envelopes everything spiritual. She really is the horse that takes you to the otherside. Like a spirit guide with divine messages. Third eye Chakra:...

I KNOW it’s been awhile since I posted. It’s been a long few years since 2019/2020. (And it’s had nothing to do with C0vid)Three things happened to rock my world. And I’ve been moving through them ever since. 1. I committed full time to my healing business and decided...

12 years ago we were finally settled into our new home. New Year’s Eve was our first night ever in our home after our holiday travels. I remember sitting on the couch, much like we are tonight taking it all in. 2024 was a hell of a year, there’s a lot to take in. The...

This will be the last week pregnancy photo as the dr is booking my c-section and the hospital is going to schedule me in any day now. This whole year, pregnancy and all, has been a journey and I think I’m ready to tell you about it. It started with my food not tasting...

 I’ve been learning SO much this year about toxic, abusive, narcissistic relationships and how to deal with them. (Because I’ve been there trust me) Now I’m not a therapist, but I’ve also done SO much learning and had so many experiences around childhood healing and...

As you can see from my posts … life has been really hard lately (for about the last year or two), mentally, emotionally, physically…. And has double tested everything I know to be true spiritually… but honestly my faith, trust and grace have been the only things that...

There’s so much hype around setting boundaries these days (which can be a great thing) But let’s not forget to talk about healing those wounds you’d like to set the boundaries around. Let’s start with the emotion of anger. It’s one I’ve heard spoken about before… if...

I don’t know how to even explain my absence except for sometimes when we are healing we need to cocoon. I had to step so far away from everyone and everything to get to the bottom of what was actually going on. I’ve only been out here 30 minutes but I have since...

For the last 12 years I’ve had a word, an intention, a manifestation that I’ve set in place. But this year I’ve decided to just surrender to it all. To just let go, to trust God. For the last 12 years (or more) I’ve been working hard to heal the wounds of childhood,...

In this photo I’m sitting in the back pasture with the horses. N I’m fully aware that I’m sitting in a corral with straw and manure surrounding me. This is where the water trough is for the horses. In this moment I could care less about the shit. I’m surrounded by...

Til the death. We’ve been here before, but this is a lesson I must get through before I feel better. My body is begging me. To live. To get rid of the demons. To regain control. To show up in my most authentic power. To be the person I was before this all happened....

These two cuties teaching on a little yin n yang balance. For the last little bit these two have been giving me messages about yin n yang More specifically to me: the divine masculine and the divine feminine and balancing the two. And all the ‘contrasting’ aspects of...

You can only have healthy boundaries around something that is HEALED… Boundaries has been a topic that has come up for me A LOT in the last few years. With horses, with people, in books, classes, conversations etc And I’m not going to lie … I struggled I never had...

I am now on the last days of my detox cleanse and on the mend (fingers crossed) As well as taking steps to rid my body of the toxins I’m also taking steps to heal my body back to healthy so I’m continuing a few weeks longer with the steps to goodness… (too many to...

1. I remember they are just a human like me. Humans don’t always know better. Humans don’t always do better. Humans have feelings. Humans have limiting belief systems. A narcissist is only a human using their egoic brain. 2. Humans deserve love and forgiveness. This...

“Be afraid and do it anyway” is an all to popular saying - but it really doesn’t mean anything to me anymore lol and here’s why. When I’m ON PURPOSE I’m not afraid because GOD is doing this work through me. I’m just smiling and being present. When I am afraid I have...

This morning I’m attending the Lloydminster Everything Equine on the Border 2023 watching Kade Mills HorsemanshipThis amazing trainer didn’t know (or did he?) that the little boys mom in the front row was ‘talking’ to his horse while he was training him. Really trying...

Curses are real. Negative energy is real. Attachments are real. Entities are real. Psychic attacks are real. Energetic cords are real. Our bodies will react to this energy, our emotions will go crazy, our minds will be confused- even if you believe one thing another...

Last week I did not feel well. I was physically sore from an old back injury. My body was super mad at me. And I could barely walk around the house. I couldn’t get off the floor, off the bed or off the couch due to the pain. But I knew it was more than that. I got...

So here’s the thing. NO MATTER WHAT PEOPLE DO OR SAY OR BELIEVE - they still deserve forgiveness As I sat with these cows. I was in the middle of a session clearing sexual abuse from a traumatic abusive relationship. And the abuser still deserved forgiveness. I have...

You have to let go of the past. You have to let go of people and places and events that happened in your past to live a different future. You have to let go. And even if you think you’ve let go - always double check - and triple check. Even if you’ve let go on the...

Recently I’ve had many opportunities to hold space for different people moving through TREMENDOUS challenges. Trauma, addiction, psychic attack, curses, generational patterns, abuse, grief…. We’ve been all over the map but they’ve all been very very deep and very very...

“Reveal the truth behind illusion and chaos”I’ve been receiving a lot of coyote medicine lately. As per usual I ignored it until I couldn’t anymore. Today I came out to the horses, it was windy so I hunkered down behind the wind fence in the next pen over and watched...

When I sit with my children, rocking them, holding them, laying with them, just being … I send them this prayer. You are lovedYou are blessedYou are worthyAnd I thought it was powerful and totally random when it first came to me. I really just spoke through the heart....

This is a message about safety. Feeling safe. This message has been coming up for a long time (a couple months) and I haven’t been able to write it until now. It started with the deer. I was going to write on how safe they felt in our presence on our property … and...