I try to spend equal time with each horse.
But I also try to spend the time needed for myself or with each of them.
It’s not equal but it perfectly works out.
No one is left wanting. And everyone gets their time.
Today I sit with Rain.
She’s asking me to sit with the things I don’t want to see. The hurt. The pain.
She’s asking for acceptance. Forgiveness and healing.
I could have just avoided her pen.
I could have just walked right in by not wanting to deal with it ….
But here I sit.
I’ve felt so many changes among my myself and my herd.
A lot of positive has come from my time here.
And even in the challenging pens there is growth, transformation and change.
I’ve learned so much from these horses.
More in the last two weeks than in the last 7 years…
But it’s a process. Life is a process. It’s a journey it’s an adventure.
This is the next part of my journey.