I have no idea how this post will come out because I’m still in the middle of my processing of this topic. But I felt it relevant to post.
With the convoys and with the residential schools in the news and behind the scenes in my life experiences. Standing up, being seen, being heard are in the forefront.
A few years ago this topic was brought up for me to move through within myself.
And not surprised it’s coming up again because I don’t yet feel complete in my healing of this topic.
It’s actually something the horses brought to my attention in my initial equine sessions and training. They have been working with me ever since. And so many aspects have come up for me around this topic.
This was a theme throughout my training where they brought the awareness to me right away. And at our final session the message I received was still about this.
“When I tell my story, when I write my book, when I move through my own healing this will be complete”
My book is about healing my ancestral karma and stepping into the fullness of my gifts and purpose.
The karma I’m referring to is my Metis heritage. My maternal lineage.
I’ve posted about it before and I’m still researching and learning about the stories that they had to tell. What they experienced and how it’s still affecting me (and the others in this family lineage)
My past family members and their community did stand up. They took a stand. They used their voices to speak for their rights and freedoms. And because if that many of them suffered greatly.
Just as we all acquire a different combination of DNA when we are born, we also acquire a different combination of individual karma as well.
This is mine.
So when I see the people standing up for equality, freedom and what’s right I applaud. When I hear individual stories being told about overcoming adversity and discrimination I smile and send my understanding.
I also forgive.
It’s essential in the healing process. I forgive the abusers. I forgive the bullies. I forgive the unaware.
Not for them but for me.
For all that came before me and for all those yet to come.
Sitting here now moving through this process is just one of my experiences in healing this.
You’ll know when my healing is complete when I’m unveiling the book that’s still in the process of being written.
Then you’ll know my full story In completion 