Whenever I come up against something challenging in my mind I often and instantly look for outside support.
If I don’t know, maybe someone else will have the answer.
Teachers are precious things.
However, this is not today’s lesson.
Today I settled into my meditation and not 30 seconds in, as I started to feel into the space of my new business growth, my mind said “I just don’t know”, I felt the rush of anxiety, the panic and frustration. I started looking for someone to call, text, google… someone outside of me must have the answer.
But I continued to just be. And then I asked myself “what if you did know?” What would the answer be then?
And information just started rushing in. I started to fill up with ideas and inspiration meant just for me.
I still have no idea how this will all physically play out, but I’m not concerned with that yet. That I’ll entrust to the universe.
For right now I’ll spend the morning sitting with my inspiration. Knowing this is just for me, not someone else’s truth or their version of my truth.
This is mine to hold alone. And create from with myself.
And once I find this truth within, the teachers and support will come as they are needed. Not as I seek them out in a feeling of fear and desperation.
So today you’ll find me on my meditation pillow with notebook in hand dreaming from within and creating the reality meant just for me ?