This is how my week started…
I’m taking it as a good sign. ?
On this week leading up to the autumn equinox I’ve made it my mission to complete what I started.
My deep dive to heal what is still hurting me.
I’ve been taking a deep look at the areas of the root chakra.
And I’ve come to decide it’s more than that.
It’s more than money.
It’s more than sex.
It’s more than wearing red.
It’s more than balancing your meals.
It’s more than rigorous exercise.
It’s a deep seated place of finding yourself.
On the inside.
And the answer is always more than I’m spirit.
Or I am caring. I am friendly.
It’s more.
It’s deep.
It’s that place we rarely go.
A lot of us judge our lives by our outsides.
Is my bank account full?
Is my relationship supportive?
Is my body in a state of health?
Or they think about their purpose.
Am I getting fulfilled by my life?
Do I need more?
Do I need less?
Do I need a certain environment?
Is this the life for me?
But how many of us honestly go inside and sit with who we really are?
Connect with ourselves?
I’ve even sat with myself in front of the mirror and loved all over that person. I truly n honestly loved on her! I truly loved me!
But today I sat with my horses and closed my eyes and the question came up…
“WHO AM I? What do I WANT?”
Not on the outside.
On the inside.
This question is not foreign to me. But today I sank deeper than I’ve ever gone.
And for the first time in my entire life I knew who I was.
Ok maybe that’s not true.
The little kid dancing on the back of her dads flat deck truck knew who she was n what she wanted…. but this time it was for real.
This time I get to dream with my eyes wide open.
I get to create the life that I want because I’m stepping into WHO I AM ?