When I type these messages they never come from me, but through me….
Today I did not wake up with this in mind at all.
There was no preplanning, no scheduled visit… I was guided by spirit.
Pulled actually.
This morning I started my day off completely normal. This afternoon I went to town to pick up some baby supplies… and on my way back I was headed home.
Or so I thought.
As I drove past the road that led to the local cemetery, it’s also the road that leads to my parents farm so I know it well, I was pulled.
I turned the truck down the next road and made my way back.
I needed this today.
So here I sit. In this space that just feels like ‘home’
I had planned to spend the afternoon with my horses, with the cows, with my cats, my dog and the chickens.
But spirit has other plans.
See here’s the thing. I had asked for this moment.
I had asked and spirit is guiding me.
This last little while I’ve been feeling drained, overwhelmed, tired, and even though I gave myself permission to rest It wasn’t enough.
I’ve spent time each day doing my rituals and trying to reset myself spiritually.
But it wasn’t enough.
I asked the universe to show me the way to understanding and I did everything I knew to do. Each little bit helped, but it wasn’t enough.
So here I sit. Wind through my hair, sun on my face, ducks and frogs singing in the background, grass slowly growing around me and trees surrounding me.
And it feels like home.
As I sit here, I don’t have this super profound message…
Honestly, I’m not even sure why I was guided to write this post. But I was.
I needed to share this moment in time.
This sense of ‘peace within’.
The need to follow your guidance no matter how silly it feels.
The need to trust the universe has a bigger plan, yet no plan at all.
The only plan is to live in peace.
Know that your soul is one with Gods and all of creation.
Know that there is a place inside of you that is already there.
Sometimes all it takes is asking ….. but then you must follow the guidance back home.