I was laying on the couch putting my baby to sleep while doing a clearing on myself, it’s been an emotional couple of days as I move through some very hard experiences and I do not want to stay stuck in the heavy emotions
I’m always looking for that place of forgiveness within.
And these horses were very much in tuned with me right outside the window.
They were helping me, guiding me… moving me through the emotions. And I had some AMAZING breakthroughs.
And for the first time in a long time I cried and thanked them from the bottom of my heart. 
A lot of times I feel like I need to be this amazing horse woman who rides and dances with her horses bareback snd at liberty, but today I understood and realized that I have something WAY better than that.
I have healing horses.
Horses that are always there.
They have the hugest hearts and the perfect souls.
They don’t need to be anymore than that.
Their purpose is to just be. Connect. And help transform those who dare to seek the awareness from within.
Humans put a lot of expectations on themselves and others. we always seem to have to be more, do more, and put pressure on to change and accomplish something spectacular.
But today I let all expectations go.
These horses had my heart and that’s all we both needed.