Recently I got a reading from a dear friend of mine.
I sent her this photo along with a few others of the herd, but it was Rain that wanted to speak up.
And I got this beautiful message about the ‘witch knot’ in her mane. And embracing my witch archetype abilities.
Now I have to admit I don’t resonate with that … but lately, even as I was creating my spirit guides online course, it came up for me.
I included information on angels, fairies, mermaids, unicorns, dragons, wizards, knights, goddesses and then I laughed to myself and said “what about the witches?”
But I didn’t know anything about them so I shied away, but I got the message.
And then today I randomly said “how do I break this spell! After dealing with an issue that has been in my life for years!
And now as I sit here at midnight doing my personal meditation and clearing I admit to myself (and now to you guys) I am a night person. I love this hour of the day.
And the guidance I received was simply “because this is the witching hour”
what? I had no idea. I didn’t even know what that meant.
I honestly have not gone down the road of researching or discovering anything about witches. Some of it still doesn’t resonate, but I definitely am a healer and transformational soul.
One of the things I struggle deeply with is finding my voice.
Sometimes I let pieces of myself be seen and heard, but other times I’m in debilitating fear around speaking up.
Subconsciously I react and respond to a fear that I’m still untangling where it originates from.
My fear is so great that I feel like if I speak up, if I show up fully, I am going to be killed.
It’s fear of death.
Not just ridicule or shame.
It’s a fear of dying because someone is so afraid of my power they will take away my chance at life.
Now… I’m not super afraid of death. I know and understand death as a beautiful transition to another realm.
But I do believe that that choice is between myself and God, not the choice of someone’s insecurities.
I have gone back into many past lives and unraveled many lives that I’ve lived that ended at the hand of another’s fearful beliefs.
But this one coming up in particular is about a life where I was hung for being myself, of speaking up and using my gifts of healing.
Not surprisingly the throat chakra is coming up as a place of healing. And I am now here to cut all ties with this past life!
I’m ready to own and step into who I am as a healer, as an empath, as a powerful goddess warrior.
I may not fully resonate with the witch archetype, but I definitely will be moving forward and freeing myself from all ties that bind.
And undoing this spell 
