We’ve been here before, but this is a lesson I must get through before I feel better.
My body is begging me.
To live.
To get rid of the demons.
To regain control.
To show up in my most authentic power.
To be the person I was before this all happened.
Til the death.
I don’t know how I let this happen.
I don’t know when or why it happened.
That really doesn’t matter for the most part.
All that matters is the undoing of it fully and completely.
And I have the understanding now to fully embrace the transformation.
And the courage to do so.
Til the death. I stand on guard.
I am the only one who can undo this.
And I have full power to do so.
Til the death… so I can live again.
