I know I have talked a lot about trust and surrender since the beginning of the year and this is exactly where I started out from- surrendering.
But then surrendering led to asking me to take actions.
Reaching out to people I normally would not have.
Or reaching out in a different way in which I would not have before.
Or even having a completely different experience with the ones around me.
But even among the actions I continued to surrender, “if this is the correct path continue to show me the way.”
And things have just continued to unfold.
It was not always easy or perfect, but I just continued to trust.
I allowed whatever was unfolding to unfold.
And here’s where the transitions started to happen.
I sat with my body. I got honest about why physical actions and reactions were happening internally and externally for me. What was triggering them?
I got honest with my feelings, very intimate with my emotions. I listened to my inner dialog and heard and understood what she was saying… but knowing it was all being brought up to this space be shifted and healed.
I shifted my mindset to accept things I would not have accepted before.
“If this were to continue to occur, would I still be OK?”
The answer was always yes…
Yes, I’d be OK, because usually it had nothing to do with me… The deep inner me in this present moment.
Sometimes it was someone else’s actions I was accepting, sometimes it was my own thoughts and beliefs about the situation. Either way…. they were worth surrendering.
It all was worth shifting, and here I sat, sinking farther and farther into the faith, the trust, the alignment of what was happening and being created through me and around me.
Trust has been the hugest lesson here.
Sinking farther and farther into trusting myself, trusting the universe, trusting the energy and the connection I have within myself and to the divine.
I had many lessons to learn before this … but they have all led me here ?