And brand new adventures.
As I stated in the last post, my words for this year are Trust & Surrender.
I’m putting absolutely all of my trust in the universe.
I’m not forcing anything. I’m not pushing, I’m not even really planning too much. I’m just letting my dreams unfold themselves.
I continue to search my soul for those dreams and nourish the ones that are important to me.
I’ve always been a dreamer. But the manifestation of these dreams hasn’t always been easy.
And each year as I continued to strive for what I wanted I’d get more and more frustrated and more burnt out.
I’d do whatever I thought it took, and I’d push, I’d struggle, I’d spend my life proving how much I wanted it.
But a few years ago I sat back and asked why is this so damn hard? This shouldn’t be this hard.
I evaluated and re-evaluated. Some things did come to fruition… and they came with minimal effort. Why was that so easy but these other ones, the ones I struggled with, so damn hard?
The answer? Belief.
I didn’t doubt they would. There was nothing in me that didn’t believe that they were possible. And I knew the timing was right.
So how do I do that with the other list of dreams that haven’t manifested?
I searched within to figure out why I didn’t believe they were possible. What was I still believing that was blocking my dreams from manifesting?
And I moved through more and more false beliefs.
But still something held on…
I was still pushing and forcing these dreams to come true. I believed they were possible but I was manipulating the time line.
I wasn’t working with the universe, I wanted them and I wanted them now and I wanted them the way I imagined them.
Still understanding the difference between the ease of some events and the struggle with others…. and knowing this is a conversation I have with more than a few of my clients… the answer is to just let go.
I heard this term last year and it resonated deeply “hold on loosely” know you’re dreams but let the universe co-create them!
Sometimes easier said than done, but I KNOW this works. This has worked for EVERY SINGLE thing in my life that has come about.
And coming from a family with anxiety this is the hardest thing to do!
However, it’s the truth.
The universe has your back.
God is with you wherever you go.
Finding and stepping into your internal power is irreplaceable.
Knowing what’s in your way, doing the work to heal your false beliefs and then surrendering to what is -is the only step you need to take, ever!
This year will be one of my most amazing years yet… cause it only gets better from here ?