I honestly don’t even know how to explain it. I went out to the horses and spent almost 2 hours out there just sitting, healing, processing.
(This is why I make my sessions 2+ hrs long)
And at the end of the session deep breakthroughs happened.
I simply asked a question… as I do for readings…. Or I Set an intention for healings.
“Why do I not feel seen and heard? Respected?”
There’s many many situations that happen in my life where people and animals and all things don’t respect my boundaries. (And many other times that I do acknowledge that my boundaries are respected)
I’d give you examples but it’s not about one exact relationship or situation. It’s all of them combined.
Was it projected onto me by someone? Was it something I was picking up in someone else’s energy? OR where in my energy needed shifting?
I brought this out to the horses.
And as I sat there the answers came through and shifted everything in my body.
The answer is never as you expect…
(I wish I could figure out how to download the recorded audio but I can’t figure it out just yet)
The answer “Sir John A McDonald”
This caught my attention, And after that answer I went into a deep clearing/ healing of ALL of my ancestry.
Not all of it was just the Metis/Indigenous side.
I healed the French side.
I healed the German side.
I healed the Scottish side.
I healed the Irish side.
AND I healed the ENGLISH side.
Surprising? Not to me.
Being a Metis – meaning mixed blood- and just being from this area of Canada, allows me to understand all sides.
It allows me to notice and understand how the Indigenous are definitely being mistreated- but it also shows me how the wounds of the Indigenous are now being projected onto others (also not a healthy dynamic)
It shows me the past and current wounding of the other cultures as well.
It shows me that we are all human, we are all wounded and we are all wounding each other.
It showed me that we ALL need to heal.
I had to heal the past wounding of ALL the different cultures and ‘peoples’.
Our world history is full of wars and abuse, which still continue to this day.
And it’s time to heal.
Yesterday I sat with it all and moved through every situation that came up in me where I could not be treated with respect because of… who I was.
This I’ve done in the past on a personal level but yesterday the healing was on a collective level.
And perfectly timed with the creation of my ancestral healing course I’m creating!
I have to experience the depths of this work before I can teach it all to you.
Let’s dive in 