As you can see from my posts … life has been really hard lately (for about the last year or two), mentally, emotionally, physically…. And has double tested everything I know to be true spiritually… but honestly my faith, trust and grace have been the only things that...

This is ancestral healing. This is me breaking generational curses on both sides. There are two ancestors, a grandfather and a great grandmother, that have been helping me through my battles, and they are ecstatic at the work we’ve been doing. If it wasn’t for their...

For the past 15 years, but more recently over the past 4/5 years… and more recently yet, since last fall I have been dealing with emotional, mental and psychological abuse. You may have picked up on that from previous posts, it’s all taken a lot of time to air out....

Another beautiful day done with these beauties. Thank you to everyone who came and helped, supported or participated. I got so much great feedback! We caused a bit of a ruckus today getting our messages, (talking about the ego) but what a laugh that was lol The horses...

 The horses were so present today, calm and relaxed just like the guests. We sunk into that place inside of peace and stillness. Tomorrow let’s see what comes up though lol we’ll be talking about the ego.

These beauties held an amazing space today for the retreat guests. So many excellent messages and connections. I’m excited to see what everyone connects to tomorrow and what experiences unfold. I love being back in this space. I feel so connected!!!! And I’m sooooo...

I have been through an absolute shit kicking this spring. (And the last 4 years) And when I spoke up for myself I only received it twice as bad. (But I know I had to, it could not continue)Today is the beginning of the summer solstice and full moon and tomorrow is the...

The flower pots are finally planted for another year. This is actually what I was doing last Sunday when I noticed Storm was missing. And there was a moment this morning when the horses were behind me munching in their pasture and I looked up to check on them when I...

This sweet little bay Angel is Storm with her momma Rain in 2005 only a week or so old (maybe a bit older, I bought them when she was a week old, but I don’t remember when this photo was taken… not long after.) Storm was one of the the first two horses I called my own...

This is going to be one of the hardest posts I write. But maybe one of the most healing. Motherhood has been a journey for me since the time I was a teenager. I did not want to have kids cause I did not want them to grow up hurting as much as I did. Once in college,...

Ok it was really hard taking a photo without covering my face with the phone lol But it’s done. DONE. 12 courses. Videoed and ready to go. May is going to be a big month… stay tuned. I have so much coming.

There’s so much hype around setting boundaries these days (which can be a great thing) But let’s not forget to talk about healing those wounds you’d like to set the boundaries around. Let’s start with the emotion of anger. It’s one I’ve heard spoken about before… if...

This is the first time in a LONG time I’ve gotten to sit on my poor ole front porch swing and it feels damn good. Even if only for a few minutes. Both boys are sleeping, my morning activities are done, I’ve already been to Lloyd n back. I’m ignoring my house cleaning...

I have partnered with Tourism Saskatchewan to create an AWEsome horse healing retreat experience: “Guided By Spirit”I participated in their program Achieving AWEsome from Sept to Dec last fall to create my 3 day horse-healing retreat programs. This spring I will be...

I don’t know how to even explain my absence except for sometimes when we are healing we need to cocoon. I had to step so far away from everyone and everything to get to the bottom of what was actually going on. I’ve only been out here 30 minutes but I have since...

The best and hardest thing I’ve ever done was step into a leadership role I was not ready for. But I did it…. Honestly I thought “how hard could this be?” There are no words that can describe this journey I’ve been on. Witnessing the ‘reconciliation’ of the war within...

For the last 12 years I’ve had a word, an intention, a manifestation that I’ve set in place. But this year I’ve decided to just surrender to it all. To just let go, to trust God. For the last 12 years (or more) I’ve been working hard to heal the wounds of childhood,...

I have seen a lot of posts lately (as it’s the family holiday season) about breaking generational trauma patterns and walking away from toxic family members. And i absolutely agree with this. BUT. And this is a huge BUT. First, try to see things from their point of...

I was gifted this chakra pendulum by Shauna in 2016. I think it broke that first day we were using it and ever since that each and every crystal broke off and had to be re-glued lol. You could say the original makers glue was just not effective but I took it as a sign...

I needed a slight pick me up today so I sank into gratefulness, what are you adding to the list? (randomly in no particular order at all) 1. Family2. Friends3. Kids4. Home5. Vehicle6. Power7. Blankies8. Water9. Food10. Movement (ability) 11. Health12. Telephones13....

I just did a course called “heritage Interpreter” or recently changed to “introduction to Storytelling”It was offered to me through Tourism Saskatchewan because I’m part of a larger course to create a retreat experience here at the farm for healing with the horses....

I can’t move my right leg because my entire back is out of place. My neck hurts, my hips are killing me I can’t stand straight. I have massive brain fog, I can’t think. My hormones are giving me a run for my money…. My digestion has left altogether I can’t get through...

Healing the trauma of being told I was traumatized… The trauma of going to a therapist for a young love heartbreak and being told that I was of course unworthy and unable to deal because I was ‘abused as a child’ Now I’m not saying that the situation didn’t fit every...

A few years ago 2014/15/16…. Sometime in there before they changed the food guide. And after I started feeling unwell. I decided on a few things. I’d eat the recommended food groups, I’d drink enough water, I’d sleep properly I’d exercise I’d get outside (sunlight and...

In this photo I’m sitting in the back pasture with the horses. N I’m fully aware that I’m sitting in a corral with straw and manure surrounding me. This is where the water trough is for the horses. In this moment I could care less about the shit. I’m surrounded by...

Til the death. We’ve been here before, but this is a lesson I must get through before I feel better. My body is begging me. To live. To get rid of the demons. To regain control. To show up in my most authentic power. To be the person I was before this all happened....

I have committed to getting myself and my family healthy and that includes physically healthy, mentally healthy, emotionally healthy and happy. Did you know if you are stressed out, burnt out, depressed, anxious, overwhelmed, have hormonal imbalance issues- you are...

You can only have healthy boundaries around something that is HEALED… Boundaries has been a topic that has come up for me A LOT in the last few years. With horses, with people, in books, classes, conversations etc And I’m not going to lie … I struggled I never had...